The big catchup post part 2: Love and mostly Loss

Ah... Nigatsu... the second month... February. How I hate it so.

So what if it was Exam month. I did fine on the exams. Passed em all. Passed with flying colors on most of 'em. (My listening and grammar tests left a little to be desired)
Exams weren't the problem.

Who knows why February has only 28 days... but I'm glad it's the shortest.
It's that one day that always ruins me. The 14th.
Now, I have never had a girlfriend. Ever. You can imagine how my Feb. 14's are like. 20 Feb 14's have passed for me. And all of them sucked.

There was this girl I liked. We will call her S-san. (san meaning Mr or Ms in Japanese). Now, S-san and I liked to meet on Tuesdays to play DS games and eat lunch.
When I came back from Vacation, I got her a chrismas present. Manga she liked, a hello kitty calender, a nice cat mug... a couple things. She liked them. Especially the lego star wars pen. She liked the cheapest thing I gave her. Go figure.
I kept trying to meet with her on Tuesday. She started coming late.
Then not at all. She ignored my mails. She finally answered one saying she was busy with exams.

On Valentines Day I sent her a mail saying I liked her.

In not even 5 minutes after she replied. She said she knew I might have liked her, but was shy and avoiding me. And because we are just friends, she couldn't imagine it as anything more, and she apologized.

May I also say on Valentines Day in Japan, girls feel obligated to buy stuff for guys. Anyone who matter to them.
I recieved nothing. Nothing but an apology for not liking me.

Its amazing how I can only be friends with girls who either already have boyfriends or live far from me. How does it happen?
All my avid readers... like all 5 of you. I'm a nice guy, right?
Then how come I can't even get one girl to like me?

...oh well.

Closing statement: if you suffer from any of the following symptoms:
-human
-young adult/late teen aged
-single
and
-female (no exceptions)
ask your doctor if 'Sean' is right for you!

...damn that was terrible. No wonder I'm still single...